new year..watz more to celebrate? nth in mind..im not prepared for new yr actuali..paranoid by the fct tt 2010 had proven my hope for a betta year to be wrong..haiz! seriously y? i failed in my love life..i failed in my family..i've failed almost everything..

seriously, wat this 2011 goin to be for me? My love life failed tt badly..why i get to noe someone then that person ended up had someone else? why? i dunno wat is his intention seriously..but wat u said to me is reli reli sad..i dunno if itz de last word of all..u wish u were available..n i wish for tt too..but sadly itz impossible..fct tt u oredi hv her present in ur life..sometimes i wish tt i get to noe u first..haiz..i miss u but i cn't go on contacting u n u cn't too..i wish u the best of luck..go on n make her happy..she deserves u more than i do..forgive n forget me..i'll try to do tt to u too..:'(

family wise..why must i quarrel wif my parents like every nite..it was so tiring getting to be mock by my own parents..everything tt i do doesn't please them..wat else cn i do? u tell me wat shud i do mum n dad? i dunno if i cn take it anymore anot but seriously i gv up totally in life..haiz! god tell me wat to do plz..i reli nid u to make me strong..:(



I'm sitting in a room made up of big white walls
And in the hall , there are people looking throught
The window in the door
They know exactly what we're here for