LIFE:
Its boring. Its so incomplete. Its like lotsa things tt i missed out. Its unfair. Its terribly disappointing. Its like im giving up on life n i dun feel de nid to live.

WEALTH n WORK:
As long as there's bills n taxes, de money will kip on coming out. Ur pocket will nt always be filled wif money when u work in my workplace. Its not tt im being money minded or wat but its juz tt u work like hell but still de pay sucksSs! N work is no fun when de surroundings started to die..haiz!

LOVE:
When I flipped thru those old pictures, it reminds me of u. B, i admit tt i miss u..but im juz too disappointed tt u did this to me. No matter wat i do or where i hide, u always kip hitting me in my mind. Sometimes, i wish tt i nvr ever met u in de first place. Sometimes, i kip telling myself tt u're nt de one but i tend to miss u more than i miss my other ex. Haiz! I feel stupid in love..B, i hate u for hurting me tis much..



I'm sitting in a room made up of big white walls
And in the hall , there are people looking throught
The window in the door
They know exactly what we're here for

So how hv u been?
Great..fine..happy?
Enjoying ur life? U must hv been so happy breaking other's heart..
How many baby do u hv b?
Thought u're a nice guy but all tis while u're juz nt worth it to be with..
U're juz another jerk..
i'll bet u get transfered again u will get another baby..
I hate u b..terribly im so disappointed in u..
u're nt a man but a playboy.
i take bck my words..
u ain't worth it at all..



I'm sitting in a room made up of big white walls
And in the hall , there are people looking throught
The window in the door
They know exactly what we're here for

still cn't forget abt u..
still hv those parts of me which hv intentions to love u..
if those missing puzzles are to be found..
i wud make sure it fits nicely together n nvr hv it crash again..
imy..



I'm sitting in a room made up of big white walls
And in the hall , there are people looking throught
The window in the door
They know exactly what we're here for

I was cryin when i was talking to one of my fren juz now..
itz like over..n finally everything ended up in sadness..
tot we gonna enjoy wif each other seeing each other n saying hi..
laughing to each other's sillyness n disturbing other frenz of ours..
Everyhting juz fell apart upon hearing de news..
it still shocks me tho n i dun get to enjoy de moments wif my frenz n my bro..
life is so unfair..n tis reli breaks dwn my mood..
I hv to end up living in a dead world..n itz reli saddening..
2010 wasn't a good start of a good yr..
i cn't lift my head up n smile..
i cn't seems to walk de streets wif a happy face..
i cn't even sleep tinking watz gonna happen tmr..
im missing pplz..im missing my life..
haizZzz!
if oni everyone gets re-united bck n miracles happen to be tt way..
y god hv to punish me wif tis way?
i juz cn't stop tearing..
in my heart there's always a wish..a wish to get my workplace to be bck like last time..
a wish tt someone out there cn make my life feels more complete..
a wish tt i get to see every single of my frenz' faces each day..
to my fren n my bro, when we go on to each others' path, u guyz will not forget me..
hope tt we cn still mit up..
n to my colleagues in tru..letz try make ourselves entertain..
we're goin to quit like real soon so letz make every working days of our lifes meaningful wif each other even tho half of fun pplz in forum were gone..
plz tts my wish! make it happen plz god! ='(



I'm sitting in a room made up of big white walls
And in the hall , there are people looking throught
The window in the door
They know exactly what we're here for